Wednesday, February 2, 2011

I Wonder

A friend of mines he is in a hospital, he has a bad heart and the doctors decide to put him in a coma to slow down his heart til he gets his transplant...there is a chance that he may not wake up. he is only 17 so please pray for him. thanks :)

I wonder if you can hear my voice, deep inside your dreams, wanting you to come back to me, not ready for you to leave  reality,  you have to believe that you will make it through like i do. i know that you are strong if not physically but emotionally. you are in my prayers and I have to say that im not really worried because i know you will wake up soon. prove those doctors wrong show em what you are made of! I'll talk to you later and all i will say "told ya, you will make it."

Heart Broken

I must admit it hurt a lil bit when you broke my heart into a thousands of pieces, I cut myself trying to fix it. how could you break my heart like it was nothing? you told me you loved me and it sounded like you meant it but, if you loved someone you wouldnt do this pretend like they didnt even existed...

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Be Protected

So I made this poem because I know alot of teens are having unprotected sex :( and I just want them to think twice before having unprotected sex.

My name is Karia and I am 14
I had sex with someone who I thought loved me
we had unprotected sex, how stupid of me, Now I'm stuck with HIV.
I cry at night asking God why? wishing it was just a nightmare
Why should I have to die because of one stupid mistake
I'm getting sicker, I'm getting weaker everyday
Yesterday i was on top of the world, today the world is on top of me
If only i could go back in time and stop myself from making this mistake
"I love you, we don't need a condom" I snapped out of my daydream
back to reality, I look deep into his eyes and knew deep in my heart
that he was lying. It was bittersweet because I'm alive,
I wasnt his victim this time, Her name was sara and she was only 13,
she died recently, she was my best friend, and I tried to warn her about him
but she didnt listen, she told me to mind my own bizness and now she gone
because AIDS claimed her life. sometimes you cant get second chances like me
because this is just a poem, not reality.

Jacqueline

I made this poem for my friend jose for his gf  jackqueline he was telling me how he felt for her and i decided to make it into a poem.

Words cannot discribe how I feel about you, I try to thank God every Day for blessing me with someone as special as you. you are so amazing, I cant imagine my life without you, and when we are not together for only a lil bit my heart breaks because I hate being away from you. And when I stare into your eyes, I get lost in them because I can see your beautiful soul inside.  And when you're sad, It makes me want to cry because I know you're hurting deep inside, I know your life wasnt easy and that you are still dealing with your past, and that you doubt us sometimes, but dont you know by now that I'm never leaving your side. three simple words but powerful non the less.....

Mirror

The girl in the mirror stares at me
She is my enemy and also my friend
She see's right through me when no one else can
She knows my fears and desires
She hears when I scream
She listens to my voice
She's always there for me
Even though she is my enemy.

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are breaking his heart? He tells me, hes the fool for falling in love with you. But BITCH it was you that is the fool. he gave up his dreams for you, I hate girls like you not caring for anyone else but yourself. one day you're going to regret hurting him but it will be to late because he will be with someone that deserves him. I hate that he is in pain, because I know what it feels like but you know what? I'm not really worried about him because I know he will meet someone that will truely love him, and you will be left alone, in the world feeling bad for what you done to him, because he really did love you but you threw his love away like it was garbage, FUCK YOU BITCH I'm done writing this.

Omg!

Omg! life is sooo hard but I been through alot to start giving up now,  I just started college! yay!!! my life been busy so I forgot about my blog :( and when I finally remember I had one guess what?? I forgot my password! Lol, so I had to make a new one. I just have to say God is sooo real and I am thankful to have him into my life.. He saved me from myself and I'm so much happier then I use to be. But anyways I will be posting more of my poems! and maybe this story I am working on :)